whoa.
Life seems slow, lately. There’s no something that really caused me feel energetic; driven me to feel something inside. Is this a stability?
What happened before between me and Iyan—is just that flat. No more questions about him happen in my brain instead; I’m just getting bored of anything. Life is becoming two colors-sided. Well, yeah, I forgot what is goals/intentions behind my wake-up routinity; my sleep time at night or working hours at noon. There is a lot of things to do actually; but none of it makes my heart greatly beating. What do I search actually?
Slow moves; slow activities; slow emotion to express. I watched everyone busy on their life; how about my life? What am I looking for?
Money, life goals, happiness, or what?
That should be a question which overwhelmed all things inside my head. But, bam! As a matter of fact, my brain just felt like… out of this stuff. It was empty; irregularly produced thoughts in my head.
Bullshit.
I think I should finish my reading and skripsi writing tonight.